I understand completely!!

Submitted by Tina (United States), Dec 25, 2019 at 07:21

I was married to a Moroccan man almost 9 years, but we only lived together 5 years, for me the nightmare never ends, I just spilled everything on another girls item, I cant do it again, it took too long, and Im exhausted from it, it never ends, he has been gone now for almost 5 years, almost as long as we lived together, and I am no better off today then I was then, I really fell hard, and he appeared too also, but in the end he is no where around, and when you said he knows he has all of you basically under his thumb, I know exactly what you are going through, and Im not one to fall for anyone, I feel like I will never be free of him, he was very goodlooking, soft spoken, easy going, we were very compatible he listened to me, and I thought he was my best friend, and he was the best lover I have ever had, he was very romantic,I believe the intensity of the intimacy, keeps me connected, I still always feel he is with me, I have never been in a situation like this its mind boggling, how someone can control your mind, when they are not even around we live in two different cities now. I feel like I have an obsession with him, I think of him all the time, I actually feel like I am making love with him when I go to sleep at night It really feels real, and I cant break this connection, even after he has been mean to me, I still love him, and fantasize about him, I really feel like he is with me, like he feels me too, like we have telepathy going on, and I enjoy this, and still reminisce about him returning, I yearn for him, I yearn for his body, I actually feel like he might have a spell on me, and that one day he is going to return, and then I would be happy again, I just wanted you to know that your not the only one that is confused, and your daughter is the one in the relationship, thats mind blowing, goodluck I really don't know what else to say, but I totally understand the confusion!

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