To Lani

Submitted by yasemin (Canada), Feb 13, 2008 at 16:57

Many thanks for your caring words. I don't say everything and so i am not so brave. I don't because i can't bear comments like Go get counselling or Move on. They are so trivial. I loved him so so deeply.

But maybe i'll say what something like this really does to you if you aren't tough. Some silly woman in valentine costume was handing out hearts to people the other day. She held one out to me and i wanted to spit at her. I never got a rose from him because of the second wife. This is the anger these women will have to deal with should they make the wrong choice. I listen to songs over and over - anything to numb me. I hope my life won't drag on forever because now it's like someone smashed their fist into my head over and over and over....

he sucked all the life out - like in some sci-fi movie - i am walking but i am dead..... am tainted by the dishonor and deception...foul despicable devil in disguise...i can't get pure again...

read this and hesitate all of you who are under the spell of one of these men

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