A monster playing with my heart

Submitted by Polly (Cyprus), Aug 22, 2008 at 07:06

Guess what i have done to make sure that i am not the one who is crazy fantasizing that the ...is lying and pretending with me.

As i have read by another woman's article on a different website, i have created a fake profile by adding a very hot model's picture and i have added him. He lied sooo bad..and he has so sweet talked to this hot girl telling her that she is 'THE diamond' and that his ex-girlfriend (which is myself NOTE: I am supposed to be his current girl friend for the last 6 years) is the diamond found in the dirts where no one gets to look at.

While i was talking to him as this different person, i have text him on his cell phone and he has replied to me with kisses mentioning that he loves me. Later on, while he was still talking to this hot model i called him on his cell phone and he gave me all this bunch of cr*p that he is on the internet cafe talking to his sister online and to this other guy who is supposely taking care of his car in the US. He said even more than what i am mentioning here. He stated that he is studying in the US and he is about to finish both of his majors and start his Masters and that he is only for 2 weeks in Egypt to see his family. He didn't menion Qatar, he didn't mentioned that he has been kicked out of the US and he has no idea of what is going on in his life.

But what mostly bothered me is that he told another woman that she is 'THE diamond' and i am just the diamond found in the dirts where no one gets to look at. WHAT AN A**. He said this about me, the one who is next to him all the time in any case. Even when his mother was sick i offered to pay for a new ticket for him to go from Egypt to Qatar to see his mother since he was crying on the phone (even though he didn't accept). I know that what i do is low and not correct, but is what he does to me correct?

So, basically, i don't care. I enjoy him revealing his monster face. I haven't revealed myself yet, and i won't until the correct moment. When i will kick him out of my life for good. Well, he is already out but no...he will not just go like that...i have to play him back. Reading his words caused me a fever out of no where. I want to see how far he can take it, how far of a piece of cr*p he is.

In my case i believe that it was not an issue of financial gain but a bad way of raising up by lying and deceiving other people, and also being a womanizer. It is impossible for me to believe that i have allowed to such a monster to enter into my life trusting him with all my personal matter...trusting him with my heart..and the worse..he is the one who knows better that my heart cannot afford to get hurt for a second time otherwise i will hate mankind. I am really wondering how such monsters like him can be existing in this world. Didn't their religion, family, and school taught them anything about morals? Don't they feel the need to love and be loved truly and forever?

Thanks for listening to me and kindly accept my apologies for my English not being very good or clear.

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