Luigi.....

Submitted by Aflac73 (United States), Nov 24, 2008 at 19:28

You have no idea how I appreciate ur helpful words and concern. You are right when you say about wanting to gravitate back and try to rekindle those old, bad flames. Not gonna lie, sometimes I get very tempted to do just that....pick up the phone and call. But guess what, I've been so strong and eager to move forward and to let go of the last 4 months that have been the biggest rollercoaster of my life. I came to the conclusion, that I miss the attention, affection, hands on, but not him. I don't not miss him because he didn't do much, he was only filing a void. Even though we did establish a minor friendship, it wasn't strong enough for me to pine over him and want to talk to him again. It was obvious later that he was only interested in the sex and that hurt me....cuz I wanted more....naturally.

As far as going out with friends and family.....I do just that to keep me busy and trust me it does. I love that I have a strong social life and that I can depend on that network of people to keep me busy and distracted. I do still think of him but I can't ponder on that so I must let that past go....He really did a number on me and I know I can never forgive him for that, but I will never forget him.

Thanks Luigi.....

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