Hi Luigi and thanks for taking the time to give out support.

Submitted by Rosy (United States), Dec 20, 2008 at 21:21

I understand that it is better to tell everything. I have typed couple of paragraphs and then I delete them. I do not feel ready to go over all because it hurts. You know I think the negative part and then those little good details get in the way so my heart feels for him. Not matter how many hate words I say against him and how many times I throw his picture on the floor I cannot get over this.

I say myself he is garbage, he is not worthy and I would support someone having similar situation to mine to leave such people out of their lives. This does not mean that I am not feeling. I am so simple that I get happy with even one love word. It is why I cannot write about it. I wont do anything wrong to myself, I did once and it was terrible. My loved ones do not deserve it, besides my little dogs need from me and I do need from them too. Thanks from my heart for caring. I am giving myself time for healing and if I continue feeling bad I will get professional help.

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