Response to Nora..

Submitted by Carmel (Australia), Jan 6, 2009 at 19:04

Hi nora..... yes i would have preferred to just sit and eat ice cream... and stay safe in my little home alone and throw this dam computer to the wall!!!!! so very mixed up... i've asked him a ton of questions now and got him thinking but he still msns me and wants to come but i said i cant do anymore for him (and between us girls i wont cos i cant ... dont have finances to and must look after my dad who is sick and is first priority .. goes without saying) and he can do all the work now.

i feel like ... for lying a bit to him cos i hate doing this but some say to .. to test him out.. and marriage i said i dont want for about 2 years ... and if hes is not legitimate and in love with me i'm sure he wont wait this long... and i will know within 2 years im sure.. so i'm kinda safeguarding myself the best way i know how....

i'm scared to read the reponses to my articles as most are bad... surely theres some good in moroccan men.. and as for the good looks oh god yes they are... strange i never ever used to be attracted to dark ethnic men (being italian myself.. but dont look like it at all,,, blonde dyed hair and the fair fair skin...lucky me lol) and the last year for some reason i have turned to these "type" of looks in men.. so strange and just had to get a reply from this one which really caught my heart and eyes as there were other egyptian and moroccan men which commented and spoke to me on a particular site... but those i skimmed off..until abdel... strange hey..

and i wasnt even looking for a boyfriend just friend as i stated this on my profile too.... so now its wiped and so is his cos we agreed to this...and here we are...or i am i should say.. in la la land with all this headspinning going on... and when you suffer from a depressive illness which i do this makes me a million times worse when i read bad things and think things in my head over and over and oh god the mood swings.....

so all i can say is god help me and all the responses i get from you lovely caring ladies plse be honest with me... and gentle...as im very nervous and have at some times in my life been suicidal...and tried many times.... and told abdel this too so if hes playing with my feelings to stop contact all together as he will be the reason if i find out hes playing me for doing something stupid and will be on his lo

thank u nora xxxxxx

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