trying to stay stromg

Submitted by isalover (United States), Jan 20, 2009 at 20:29

I am so glad to have this website to come to. My x is making this split so hard for me showing up today and walking in my apt i had no idea what to do at first my heart jumped with excitment but very quickly my head stepped in. he asked me why i wont see him and that just cause he moved out doesnt mean he doesnt love me. and he wants to be with me....my translation of that is he wants sex when he wants it and someone to hold when he gets lonely...in his search for a new gullible american foolish woman. and maybe this one will belive his stories and marry him.

I am proud of myself i stayed strong and told him to leave and let me mend my broken heart, he tried to kiss me and hold me but i stayed strong. i am proud of myself....because my heart wanted so bad to have him just hold me again and tell me it will all be ok....but i woke from that dream the day he moved out....

thanks for listening stay strong girls we are in the same boats lets help each other stay strong....

Note: Opinions expressed in comments are those of the authors alone and not necessarily those of Daniel Pipes. Original writing only, please. Comments are screened and in some cases edited before posting. Reasoned disagreement is welcome but not comments that are scurrilous, off-topic, commercial, disparaging religions, or otherwise inappropriate. For complete regulations, see the "Guidelines for Reader Comments".