heartbroken

Submitted by bewildered (United Kingdom), Feb 22, 2009 at 04:45

hi Isis

thanks for your reply, i cant get him out of my mind, keep thinking of all the times together, but I ask myself why? he has been asking me for a long time to get married and he wanted to be with me in England. He was so sweet and never ever got angry with me when I doubted him. Did I push him to the arms of another because I held back? So many questions but now it is over and I find it hard to get on with my life. It gets harder each day not easier. He still sends me a text saying he loves me and to come on the net but I wont, not now he has told me he has another. My family worry about me and was against me going to get married in the first place. I find it hard because I funded everything flights there hotel etc so my money is nil now. I was trying to find money for my flight but time has run out I guess and he has fell for another. He told me he had another woman in a message on messenger without cam, we were messaging for a time and he told me it was because I had not been back in 6 months. Then at the end he said it wasn't him but his friend who had his password!!! I knew it was him because I could tell by his words, I think I am going crazy right now!

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