So upset!!

Submitted by pauline (United Kingdom), Jul 18, 2009 at 17:14

Its 10pm and i am so upset and angry with myself!!! Today he rang my phone to just talk with him for 5 miniutes? I should have known better!! He asked for me to go online, i did, but never again! I hate him, he just lies lies lies. Hes been gone a week with no internet, saying he is in the dessert in dubai working for a petrolium hotel, and cant access internet, with army security?? Suddenly today he can???

He wanted to see me on webcam, he was in the lobby, as he said he cant get internet in his room?? Only in lobby, as its wireless?? I havent talked to him in weeks, my choice, as i cant be bothered with upsetting myself, as its still so raw! Anyway i told him i know hes married and has other women ( just guessing) my instincts are banging in my head! i told him i have new man!! I dont!! He changed and turned very sarcastic, so i reminded him of all the bullshit and lies ive had to listen to over the last year. I have blocked and deleted him and now i am in bits!!!

I am so angry and annoyed that i gave in and talked to him!! He spent a while trying to sweettalk me and asked to open my cam, i didnt, and im glad i didnt!! I said i didnt want a online relationship with a man in a lobby!!!! lol. God im so ridiculous to have ever allowed myself to fall for this one!!! He said it would be only for one month till he got internet in his room??? Like take your time why dont you??

Im 41 and need to grow up!! and get a life!! i told him i am in the uk and you are in dubai! you cant come here ever unless you have a visa, and you wont get that from me! he said come to dubai?? Yeah right!!

I am so angry!!! Help !!!! hes gone now!!! i hate him!!!

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