steph hi

Submitted by becreative (United Kingdom), Jul 22, 2009 at 20:06

hi stephanie -thank you for reply we have all helped each other enourmously on here- i am here at 1pm just trying to find out information to prove myself wrong -but i cant as yet why is this??? - no it is not my mostafa.- anshallah mine is in luxor - -i have had him speak to my mother this week, and telephone my work.

i cant take much more of this....he is trying to prove his love for me, it is strong and not like others - not like bad muslims. Wants to marry me at MOJ - soon and for me to go to teacher in Cairo to listen to Islam.

what do i do, or think ? my mind is all over.---he is trying so hard. If i could just have that inch of proof , i would be content ..but i doubt myself. i try to give advice to people on here to be strong, but inside am i the weak one? I do see what others are facing , but dont face it head on myself.
perhaps im tired, perhaps i am buckling under the constant bombardment of phone calls, from him and his family.- i may feel stronger tomorrow, but now im struggling , i will bounce back - but this is what its like.

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