I'm back!

Submitted by Suspicious (United States), Aug 5, 2009 at 01:18

Hello my fellow friends, sorry for taking so long in giving an update on my situation. Just to remind you I asked all of you if I should warn a lady I found on my Jordanian Prince's email, all of you responded YES! So I did, twice and never got a response.

It's been almost two months since my return from Jordan, two months of pain, agony and mixed feeling. He eventually called me asking me to remain friends like nothing ever happened, I said "Hell NO". He called two more times talking to me as if we were still in a relationship telling me he missed me and that he never tricked me, I told him that he had played with my feelings and that he indeed tricked me, he got upset and said he didn't feel guilty.

I asked him to stop calling me and that he wasn't worth my time not even as a friend. told him he was worth SH** and that he was a disgrace to his religion. However, like many of you here have mentioned that your men complete ignore the insults, he did the same. From there on I decided not to answer calls, messages or emails otherwise he will never give up and I will never get over him.

I'm still in love with him and miss him dearly but I know that I must piece my heart and soul together so I can move on with my life. I have good and bad days, on the good days I laugh, love my life and feel strong and positive. The next day I wake up crying feeling like my heart was ripped from my body and that my world has come to the end, these are the days when I pray with all my heart in order to make it through.

Even though I have not posted any comments in the past two months, I've been reading the stories and let me tell you that all of you have become such a support in this difficult time in my life. I feel so close to you because in one way or another a lot of us are living the same situation. I wish we were all close by so we could have a support group, go out and have fun, hug each other and hopefully one day laugh about all this nonsense.

Sometimes is hard to understand why and how we get ourselves in such a mess but like the saying goes "Everything happens for a reason". I'm still trying to find my reason but for sure I learned a big lesson and because of all this painful experience I will be stronger and smarter from here on, AMEN!

My best wishes to all of you, my most sincerely gratitude to all of you, God bless!

P.S. We should send a letter to Oprah about these bastards and what they do to us. Hopefully she'll be interested in getting the word out. Just a thought!

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