Hi my friend!

Submitted by pauline (United Kingdom), Sep 1, 2009 at 04:35

Hello again, its been a while. Yeah i know just how you feel, i myself still have a look on here, and still search him from time to time. But he is clever, tell me how you check his email?? how do you get to see who he is talking with??

Yes although i he is still in my head, i am much better now, and wish i had of given him up a long time ago, he is in egypt now for ramadam and whatever else? so i know i wont get any messages or texts.Then maybe when he returns to dubai, it may start again? Anyway he told me he was with someone else in a message, and hopes to love her like he loved me!! Yeah right!! ha ha.I think back now to the beginning, when i first started talking to him, and i put all the pieces together, and see it all so clearly, how he asked for numbers and email addresses and the quick i love yous and marriage talk, and teaching me arabic, and all the sympathy and nice words!!! Since then i have spoken to many other egyptian men, and its all the same pattern! Only back then i never realised the reputation of these men, so i fell for it!!! Thank god i never met him!!! But it was still along time i spent talking to him, enough for him to groom me until i was involved. I hate that!!! the thing is we never get revenge, because they dont care, and you cant hurt someone who never loved you!! Thats the hardest part, falling in love with a man who never loved you.thats the worse part for me, coming to terms with that. I try and think of it as a joke, and say to myself, take it as a bit of fun, a bit of flirty fun was that good at the time!!!

keep in touch, love paulinexx

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