One wrong move

Submitted by Amber Rose (Philippines), Sep 23, 2009 at 22:12

Dear Becreative,

Shukran for responding! If I find out he's cheating to me after all this time I will leave him without a trace. I am overly confident I can do it. This time around, he should follow my rules and play my game. If he failed one last time, it's time to say good bye for real. Actually I am not so scared losing him. All I need is a solid evidence to discover his whereabouts. Do you know any detective agency in Egypt? I just want to know the whole truth before deepening this relationship. Actually Becreative, I joke with him that I hired an investigator to research on his family background, educational attainment, employment history and the likes. He seemed too confident that he is not hiding anything from me. I got into couple of arguments with him about his marital status. I just want to be sure that he's not married with kids. It would be an unpardonable sin knowing that there is a clueless wife in the background. He assured me so many times that he is single and will marry me someday. On the other hand, he's not rushing me for marriage. Probably because I am Asian?

Just this one last chance Becreative and that's it. I am going to London this October to study a one year course. Hopefully I will realize if I genuinely love this man or I am just infatuated. I will meet different people from all walks of life there. Men with blonde hair, pearly white skin and blue eyes - something that I am not used to see here in the Philippines. Let's see if I feel the same attraction and spark. Who knows? I just need a new environment to realize what it is that I really wanted.

One wrong move and I am gone forever. Thanks Becreative.

Love,

Amber Rose

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