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Submitted by JASMINE (France), Sep 30, 2009 at 18:38

Hi there!

I find it really hard to delete him, i actually can not delete him.. I spend time with my friends too and i do alot of activites, my family lives far away.. But at the end of the the day hes still in my head and at the moment i cant let go! It comes and goes but i feel very emotional the last few days and i even cried at work.

I logged on to my msn this morning and he left me a message on msn as he had found me on the wayne site you know for discovering new countries etc.. well i was inscribed 5yrs ago and somehow he came across me. He put my heading message of what i had wrote on there and thats all!!! I wrote back u should inscribe as i know you like differents sites... but he didn't reply and has not been online since..

Its like a vicious circle,, i go to work come back and connect to msn etc.. i really would like to send him the messages he wrote on the meeting site to have taste of his medicine..but its too childish for me i just wish he was normal and loved me for who i am as he doesn't know me but he has some image of me that isin't at all me , from what he wrote on face book. i'm not this jealous, person etc...

I don't want to be modest but there is alot of guys that want to go out with me but they just don't do it fo me like my ex... when i kiss some guy the emotion is too strong and i cry for my ex descretly of course, but its so hard i miss him so much!!

I don't know why he asks how i am on msn every now and then and thats it !and doesnt tell me anything about him? He has made it it clear that he never wants to get back with me but yet he asks me how i am? And we can't get married as im not the french nationality! so who knows!!!

anyway will see what i will do next !!!

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