broken hearted again

Submitted by jasmine (France), Dec 20, 2009 at 13:40

My maroccan ex sent me a message on facebook saying just to tell you im going back to marocco tomorrow best of luck to you bye. Then i talked to him on msn i thought he was bluffing but no he said it was true he was leaving in the car as he has no passport etc to take a plane from france. We chatted and then he said its a shame i didnt give him back his money as he needed it for the journey etc...then he went off line. I sent him a message saying if you want to go for a last drink tomorrow before you leave but i still didnt believe him as hes often said this before abut bleaving he didnt reply untill today at 5 saying i'm leaving in an hour best of luck bye. I called him and he didnt answer untill the 4th call i could barley hear him.. then he said he was putting suitcase and stuff in to the car ready to go. I was gob smacked he said this it im leaving he said his brother was taking him in the car and that his brother was getting a divorce too

. His wife is a portugesse girl who i never met but seemed very nice and wanted to meet me, but never did they were married 4/5yrs and have a daughter of 4! So goes to show that he probably had bad intentions with her but who knows. Then i was shocked and broke down crying on the phone he didnt even come to see me in person before he left after 3yrs of knowing eachother. I was heartbroken and very upset and still am ! H E WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO LEAVE HIS COUNTRY NOW after what happened once he goes back hes stuck there! He didnt have much of a life here either but he didnt give himself the chance to make it. I wish i could see him i miss him so much but now hes on the road for marocco i cant believe it i did love him and still do.. HE SAID WE CAN can chat on line and that was it!

its like a very bad dream! He got under my skin and is still there! I will never forget this! and never love like i did to anyone ever again!!!!!!!!!! has anyone got some consoling advice ? Thanks

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