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Submitted by lost and heart-broken (France), Oct 2, 2011 at 12:50

I totally trust and agree with what u said. I couldnt understand their culture and I couldnt understand how they can accept it and live in this way.

He didnt stop contacting me during this week. I can see from his messages that he is really sad. He said he regret a lot of things he did to me. and he said im the greatest person he has ever met. He put a lot of gifts in front of my door because he knows i wont see him. I hate myself, cause i accepted to meet him today...after i saw those stuffs which are full of love and consideration. I can see from his eyes and he amitted that he still have a lot of feelings for me. It is obviously that he doesnt love his gf and I dont know why he stays with this girl if he is so sad to leave me and not happy with her. He told me that he doesnt care about her at all. now he just cares about himself......... He asked me today: why u r not moroccan? I have nothing to answer...

I dont understand why they choose to live in this way. love is not that important in their lives?

my heart still hurts but i feel calmer now. he was not honest with me and now he is not honest with his gf. He promised her that he wont contact me anymore, but actually he did and he even came to see me. when i asked him that:'didnt u promise ur gf?' he answered:'u know i do whatever i want. u have your place in my heart.' the worst thing is, he asked me to have sex with him before he leaves. Now I have pity on his gf. and fortunately im not his gf anymore....

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