Thanks for answer

Submitted by Ivis (United States), Nov 25, 2006 at 20:13

Well let me first explain that I respect him so much, and I promised my husband I won't repeat what I told him ( I am sincerely regret my words), my mistake was in an argument, I said something that was wrong, and unfair he really don't deserve. But I pray every day to God touch his heart, and he please forgive me, he insist he is doing nothing wrong, but I don't agree. we are married, and believe we should live together, I don't understand, he was very charming and sweet with me, and now he's just pushing me out of his life.

Sometimes I hope everything will be ok, specially when he told me do not tell my family or anyone about this problem, I asked myself maybe he think we still have a chance, but he acts very cold, I'm trying to get close to him but he don't let me, I try to hug him but he don't respond, and he get very mad when he saw me crying, ( I wish I could be strong) but this is hurting me so much, I wrote to him about my feelings for him, I also gave him flowers, but nothing, nothing I do is welcome for him, when I beg him for forgiveness he insists he need time to heal. I try to explain how much his actions hurting me but he says the only one hurt is him, I am very depressed and so scared. Right now I feel so bad, I wish to call him, to beg him to let me go to see him, but I'm so scared of other rejection, I feel bad, I feel like if God wants to put a end to this terrible pain and will let me die.

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