I wish it were that simple - Steph

Submitted by Luci (United States), Mar 22, 2007 at 07:22

Yes, Steph I am the same Luci as the one below this blog. No, he has amber colored eyes (yellowish). Unique. I never saw eyes this color. I fell in love with his eyes too. You know he couldn't understand how I loved him. He questioned it and so did his one friend. Who called me in an annoymous way. I don't know if they understand love. Doesn't a mother love a bad child?

My love doesn't have conditions. I loved him anyway. I just did not LIKE what he did. I never went to the law and told them what I knew. I could have and should have but didn't and most likely never will though I feel very sorry for the next victims. I had a detective out to my house and he found evidence of tampering with my telephone line. He thought whoever did it placed a voice recorder box on the side you can't get to (and actually ladies you can get to it - I can tell you how. I have already been shown.)

He said it could either be that or an Infinity system but the Infinity is difficult because they would have to be sitting outside your house listening. With a digital voice recorder box they can just come back for the box. However, if they had bought a higher end model I would not have heard anything. It's also easy to get in and out of the telephone box. I could have had it dusted for prints but I didn't. I just don't want to live like my life inside a glass cage. If he stops that would be enough. I placed a padlock on my telephone box.

However, its not fool proof it can easily be picked. But thats just another extra step they would have to take and more of a deterrent. I didn't go to all these steps because I just kept on hoping he would hear what I was saying and stop doing it on his own. Ironically, they think I toyed with his emotions. Wait, a minute here - did I start easedropping on someones conversations?

Funny, I see it like he toyed with MY emotions. Its ironic how these men think! If someone is listening to my conversations then TOO BAD what they hear - hey I got an idea STOP LISTENING AND YOU WON'T HEAR. How about IT'S WRONG. Yes, I played lots of tricks on him and if he weren't listening his emotions would never have been twisted. WHAT ABOUT FORMING A RELATIONSHIP WITH SOMEONE THE RIGHT WAY. All I know is I was true to my feelings for him. When I was with him my actions were love. My words were honest, and true when I was with him. Even not turning him in is love. My tears were real. I can't fake crying. I really did hurt.

This detective also told me that anyone can listen to you through your cell phone. And I actually found an internet site regarding this. This is an internet site with some information on that. http://hoanewsnetwork.com/media/news/how-to-tell-if-your-cell-phone-is-bugged.php They can do it with a cordless phone too but its much more difficult (but not impossible). Actually, the detective said you will be amazed at what you can buy and more amazed at what you can buy on the black market - if someone has access to that.

I am angry with him for involving me in something I did not need to be involved in especially whatever he was up to, he should have at least gotten better equipment! And I wonder if my life is in danger.........

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